Category: Despair
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I am weak.
I am so weak! I often fall back into my old ways, or let a good habit die out. Sometimes I wonder if I’ll ever be able to make the good things I’m learning and the good habits I’m creating so much a part of me that they are me – so they are what…
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I don’t like myself
I am so afraid to think about my past and my many failures. There are many things I am ashamed of that I do not want to think about. All this underlying guilt affects my self-esteem. I do not like myself very much. I think of myself as weak and fairly useless. Even though I…
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Despair
Despair. I have finally reached a bottom – I am so miserable, hurting and unhappy. After listening to my sob tale, my best friend, Ann said to me: “Sounds like your life is unmanageable, out of control and chaotic.” I replied “It sure is!” Ann suggested that I come with her to an Al-anon meeting.…